Another clip of Ernie & Maria discussing “Awakening”. Approximately 19 minutes.
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Thank you Ernie and Maria.
It’s so humbling to hear that my 56 years of suffering is real – is love – is my heart trying to bring me home. It can be oh so powerful and stubborn most of the time. So hard to see to even be curious about.
As painful as my suffering can be it wants me to embrace it more because I hate it so much. I want to rid myself of this pain and hurt to discover who is under it all. The thought of this discovery is scary and joyful at the same time.
When I watch and be curious and especially honest about what’s going on, it’s actually kind of embarrassing.
To not know who is under my suffering or that I may never know is ok for now. I do get glimpses of her. I lose her to love – to awakening – I lose her to home. It makes me cry. She is so beautiful!
What a wonderful gift!
Beautifully expressed Ernie!
Acceptance of our pain as our heart pulling us back to wakefulness. There is so much grace in that. This makes me relax and open. Thank you.