{"id":244,"date":"2020-05-24T16:31:35","date_gmt":"2020-05-24T23:31:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.erniethayer.com\/?p=244"},"modified":"2020-05-24T16:31:35","modified_gmt":"2020-05-24T23:31:35","slug":"the-end-of-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/2020\/05\/24\/244\/the-end-of-me\/","title":{"rendered":"The End of Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When you come to realize there&#8217;s nothing you can do to &#8220;get free&#8221;, &#8220;wake up&#8221; or the like, the (at first unwanted) implication is that you are of no use in such matters.<\/p>\n<p>This is the end of time, whether accepted or not. In this case, time is a seeker&#8217;s illusory urge toward some desired or yearned for fulfillment, which is always later, never now. <\/p>\n<p>Also, this implies the end of &#8216;me&#8217;. There isn&#8217;t really any inside &#8220;person&#8221;, there&#8217;s only movement in time or hope, which is time. Yet there do remain skills, propensities and conditioning which appear in time doing whatever by their nature they are drawn to. Nobody home. Or at least only a useless one. That&#8217;s a good start.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When you come to realize there&#8217;s nothing you can do to &#8220;get free&#8221;, &#8220;wake up&#8221; or the like, the (at first unwanted) implication is that you are of no use in such matters. This is the end of time, whether accepted or not. In this case, time is a seeker&#8217;s illusory urge toward some desired [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-244","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/244","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=244"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/244\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":245,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/244\/revisions\/245"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=244"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=244"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/erniethayer.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=244"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}